Follow the first months of Amber’s spiritual awakening and her experiences of after death connection and communication with her father after his passing.
My Father Died, But I Experience Him All Around Me
Have you ever traced with your eyes the fall of a leaf through the autumn air, admiring the beauty, and wondering just how long the wind would carry it this...
A Night to Remember
Dad followed through on his signs the very night he died. My dad passed away on November 1, 2020, after his eighteen month long cancer journey. As the sun set...
Is he really still 'here?'
Am I gullible? Or does my heart just believe in possibility? On November 20, 2020, exactly twenty days after my dad had passed, I noticed a promotional email in my...
Awakening Beyond Space & Time
It was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life, but what if I'm just 'crazy?' Taking a long walk the day after the mediumship gallery reading, I sit...
Beyond Life's Coincidences
Could it be that it's our own true nature that helps guide our lives? Intuition is an inner force, present and capable of being developed in each of us. After...
Small Signs Everywhere
In the week after my dad died, I noticed many small things that I wanted to believe were something, but, was afraid to make something out of nothing. While walking...
Dancing with Dad
I admit that in the past, I have been a mild version of a Christmas Grinch. The decorating, the Christmas cards, so much present buying - it's not that I...
A hug from beyond
I think I've experienced what defies total logic and reality as I know it. A hug from Dad. In the evening hours of December 2, 2020, I decide to meditate...
Is this really happening?
Inexplicable miracles, defying all logic and reality, really are possible. In the days after Thanksgiving, it was almost as if Dad knew that I was hopeful all I had been...
Oh my gosh, this is real
I now view meditation as key to being able to sense and perceive energy that is a part of our world but not visible to our naked eye. I commit...
Messages Through Music
A few months before my dad passed away, I asked him to send me a list of songs that I could put on a playlist to remind me of him....
No Longer just Dad
It’s no longer just Dad that I’m connecting to. In mid December 2020, I was beginning to experience connections with loved ones of some friends, acquaintances, and colleagues I barely...
A Kiss in Consciousness
Some of my favorite moments in meditation are those when it seems as if a story is unfolding before my eyes and I am an observer of the unfolding, able...
There’s Harleys in Heaven
It’s true. You can ride your Harley in heaven. It’s mid December and about six weeks since Dad’s passing. During my daily evening meditation, I see Dad in my...
Pause & Reflect
Who are we really? What is ‘real?’ As Christmas nears, I notice in myself a constant back and forth between belief and disbelief, fear and trust, control and powerlessness. Not...
Home for Christmas
Dad’s home on Christmas. It was Christmas Day and we were having family at our house. I was busy cooking, waiting for my mom and others to arrive and...
'Seeing' Dad
As I walk through my favorite park, I reflect on all that has happened in the last month. While I can't deny the experiences I've had, especially those when pieces...
Undeniable, physical proof
As a joke one afternoon in passing, Mom suggests I ask Dad to tell me where his keys are, as Mom hasn't been able to find them. That evening in...
Potato Chips and Baked Beans - The Proof
My spiritual journey guided by Dad took on a new aspect when, during a kindness meditation, I unexpectedly connected with a former colleague with whom I worked over a decade...




















